Chapter 4 - The Price of Silence

She said it so softly it took a second to register.
"Keeping him away from me," I repeated.
"Yes."
"By paying him."
"Yes."
I got up and went to the window. The courtyard down below was empty — a couple of vacant chairs, a bird feeder nobody had bothered to fill in weeks. I stared at it because I needed somewhere to look while my brain caught up.
"How long?" I asked, back still turned.
"Since your father died."
Two years. Two years of my money — money I'd carved out of a budget that didn't have room for it, money I kept telling myself was the smallest thing I could do — going straight to a man who'd robbed this family and scared a woman in Spokane into silence.
"He contacted you after Dad died."
"Inside the first month." Steady voice, but I could hear what it cost her. "Said he'd heard about the funeral. Said he wanted to reconnect. Said he wanted to meet you."
I turned around. "He wanted to meet me."
"He wanted to know what your father left behind. Whether there was a reason to come back." She met my eyes. "I told him there was nothing. That the estate was all debt. That you were barely keeping your head above water."
"And he bought it."
"He bought it because I offered him something steadier than a one-time payout." She nodded at the envelopes. "Monthly. Dependable. Quiet. Enough to keep him comfortable staying gone."
I looked at the bag. Thirty envelopes, maybe more. Thirty months of her sitting in that chair, writing his name in that careful teacher's cursive, sealing away another piece of my paycheck to buy me protection I didn't even know I needed.
"You should have told me."
"You'd have gone after him."
"Yes."
"And he'd have hurt you." Not a tremor in it. "I know exactly what he is, honey. I've known for fifteen years. He doesn't back down when you confront him. He gets worse. He pays you back. He finds the thing you love most and he squeezes it."
"So you made yourself the shield."
She didn't answer. She didn't have to.
I sat back down. The chair felt harder than before.
"The nurse told me to look in the bag," I said. "Did you put her up to that?"
A pause. Small, but there.
"I asked her to tell you the room fees weren't where your money was going. I didn't tell her the rest." She folded her hands again. "I figured if you knew the room was free, you'd start asking questions. I thought maybe it was time you asked."
"Why now?"
A long quiet.
"Because he called last week. He wants more."
The air left the room.
"How much more?"
"Double."
Five thousand a month. On top of what I was already sending. On top of a salary I was already stretching until it screamed.
"And if you say no?"
She looked at the phone, still face-down. "He said he'd come introduce himself to you in person."
The phone buzzed again. This time she picked it up and read it. Her face didn't move, but her knuckles went white around the case.
May you like
She turned the screen toward me.
I'm already in town. Let's not make this hard.