Chapter 2 - Everything I'd Been ManagingThat silence followed me into the next morning. And once I stopped trying to understand why she'd left so quickly, I started noticing things about our marriage I'd never really examined.
At 9:15, my phone reminded me her car insurance renewal was due. I opened the payment app automatically, then stopped. She knew the login. At least, I assumed she did. I closed it.
At eleven, I remembered her dentist appointment the following Tuesday. I typed: Don't forget Tuesday at 2. Then deleted it.
At noon, the dry cleaner texted saying Priya's dresses were ready. For years I'd collected her dry cleaning because the shop was on my way home from work. Except now there was no route home. No office. No suits hanging behind my chair. And no wife waiting to ask whether I'd remembered hers.
By late afternoon, I'd applied for seven jobs. And I'd also realized something uncomfortable. I hadn't simply been the person earning most of the money in our marriage. I had been managing almost everything — insurance, taxes, appointments, travel, home repairs, retirement accounts, renewals, passwords, even the ridiculous subscription for replacement water filters.
I used to joke that Priya had outsourced adulthood to me. She'd kiss my cheek and say, "That's why I married you." At the time, I loved hearing that. Now it bothered me.
Because she hadn't always been like this. Six years earlier, when we married, she'd been halfway through a design program — interior drafting, space planning, computer-assisted design. She could walk into an empty room and immediately start talking about lighting and traffic flow like the walls themselves had made mistakes.
Then I got promoted. We moved. Her credits didn't transfer properly. She said she'd finish school later. I told her there was no rush. Then another promotion. More money. A bigger house. Vacations. Restaurants. Designer clothes.
I enjoyed giving her those things. And every year, going back to school got easier to postpone.
I thought I was giving my wife a comfortable life. Maybe I was. But comfort can quietly become dependence before either person notices.
On the second day, Priya still hadn't called. Her mother sent one message: Priya needs space. Please respect that.
I replied: I will.
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That afternoon, I packed the things she'd forgotten — shoes, her tablet charger, medication, the sweater she wore almost every evening. I grabbed a shipping box from my home office and put everything inside.
What I didn't notice was the thick cream-colored folder lying under the cardboard insert at the bottom.
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