Chapter 4 - Rosalind"Can I see her?" I asked.

Emily studied me for several seconds, deciding whether she trusted me enough to let me come closer. Finally she nodded. "Yes."
I moved toward the bed. Rosalind was tiny, dark-haired, olive-skinned like Emily and Patricia, still wearing that indescribable newborn look, like her face hadn't decided who she was going to become yet.
"She's beautiful."
Emily said nothing. I sat carefully on the edge of the bed. "Emily."
She looked at me. "Aunt Catherine."
Hearing her call me that nearly broke me.
"I need to tell you something," I said. "What I said two years ago was wrong. Not badly worded. Not misunderstood. Wrong. I acted like my expectations about your life mattered more than your understanding of yourself."
Emily stayed silent.
"I knew afterward I'd hurt you. I called twice, and when you didn't answer, I told myself I should stop pushing." I swallowed. "But I should have kept trying. Not aggressively, not constantly — but I should have found some way to keep the door open."
"I wasn't ready," Emily said.
"I know."
"I didn't know if I would ever be ready."
"I understand."
She looked down at her daughter. "I have to raise her to understand that who she is matters more than what other people expect her to be." She paused. "And I couldn't teach her that while I was still carrying what happened between us."
My throat tightened. "You're right."
"I know," she said, glancing across the room at Warrick. "Uncle Warrick told me. He told me you were sorry. He told me you'd tried to contact me."
"How long has he been telling you that?"
"Eight months."
I looked at my husband, then back at Emily. "That's why you let him be involved?"
"I asked him. When I told him I was pregnant, he came over that same night."
"What did he say?"
"Not much." She gave a small smile. "He brought dinner. Then he sat with me. He came to every ultrasound."
I turned to Warrick slowly. "Every ultrasound?"
He nodded.
I didn't know what to feel. Anger was there — of course it was, he'd kept an enormous secret from me. But underneath it was something else. I looked at the man I'd been married to for thirty-one years and realized that while my niece had been estranged from me, facing an unplanned pregnancy alone, he had quietly made sure she wasn't.
"You should have told me," I said.
"I know."
"But you stayed with her."
"Yes."
"Through all of it."
"Yes."
"He just showed up," Emily said softly.
Those three words explained him better than anything I could have said. He just showed up. That's who he'd always been.
"I was scared too, Catherine," Warrick said. "That the two of you would never find your way back. And I was afraid that if I told you before she was ready, I'd lose her trust — but I knew keeping it from you could damage ours."
"You were trying to protect both."
"Yes."
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"And you couldn't."
He shook his head. "No."
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