Chapter 3 - The Man at the Door

"I just want to see my son. You've got no right to keep him from me."
I stood very still. Eli's grip on my wrist tightened until it hurt. He'd buried his face against my side, and I could feel him shaking straight through my shirt.
"One minute," I called toward the door.
I crouched down to Eli's level. His eyes were squeezed shut.
"Hey," I said softly. "Look at me."
He opened them. They were wet.
"I'm not going anywhere," I said. "And neither are you. Not tonight. Not until I know exactly who that man is. Understand?"
He stared at me for a long, long moment. Then gave the smallest nod I have ever seen a human being make.
I stood, moved toward the door, and positioned myself between Eli and whatever was waiting on the other side. I left the chain on and cracked the door only as far as it would allow.
"I need your name," I said through the gap.
"Dale Kessler." The voice was flat. Practiced. "Eli's biological father. And I've got paperwork."
"The agency told me Eli had no living relatives. No father on record."
"Then the agency was wrong." A beat. "Or they lied to you. Take your pick."
I glanced back. Eli had backed against the far wall, arms wrapped tight around himself.
"Mr. Kessler," I said, "it's late. I'm not opening this door tonight. If you've got legitimate paperwork, take it up with the adoption agency in the morning."
"I've been trying to reach that agency for eight months." His tone shifted — still controlled, but something ugly moved underneath it now. "They keep losing my calls. Losing my letters. Funny how that keeps happening."
"Then get yourself a lawyer."
"Already have one." A pause, sharper this time. "She's already filed."
My stomach dropped straight through the floor.
I kept my voice level, even though my pulse was doing anything but. "Then you'll be hearing from mine."
"Mr.—" He stopped. "I don't even know your name."
"No," I said. "You don't."
I stepped back from the door. For a long moment, I didn't hear him move. Then, finally — footsteps going slow down the porch steps. I waited until I heard a car door slam before I turned around.
Eli was still against the wall, staring at me with an expression I couldn't fully read. Part fear. Part something else. Something close to disbelief.
"He's gone," I said.
Eli didn't move.
I walked to the kitchen, filled a glass with water, and brought it to him. He took it with both hands, the way he did everything — careful, deliberate, like he was checking it was real before he trusted it.
"You don't have to talk," I told him. "Not tonight. Not until you're ready."
I sat down on the floor, my back against the wall, right beside him. After a minute, Eli slid down and sat next to me. We stayed like that for a long while, saying nothing.
Later, once he was finally asleep — light on, door cracked, exactly the way he needed it — I sat at the kitchen table and called the only number I had for Brookhaven Family Services.
Voicemail.
I left a message. Calm. Clear. Every word deliberate.
May you like
Then I opened my laptop and typed in Dale Kessler.
What came up made me sit back hard in my chair.