Chapter 2 - The Girl Nobody Had to Call

I grew up in a town so small you could drive through it looking for a gas station and never know you'd been there.
Marrow Falls, Indiana. One blinking light. One diner. One church with a roof that leaked into the same dented bucket for a decade and never got fixed.
My dad worked at the axle plant two towns over. He died when I was nineteen, a loading-dock accident on a Tuesday afternoon. My mom held on six more years before the cancer took her. I was twenty-five, standing in a hospital hallway with a clipboard of paperwork and nobody in my phone to call.
No brothers or sisters. No aunts or uncles worth the postage. Just me and a rented apartment with a kitchen table where I ate every meal alone.
So I taught myself graphic design on a cracked laptop I bought at the pawn shop in town for sixty dollars. Free tutorials. Free software. Late nights and worse coffee. I made flyers for the church, menus for the diner, a logo for the hardware store, and I charged forty dollars a job because I thought that was a win.
Eventually I scraped together enough for two semesters at the community college. Business fundamentals. Just enough to learn how to write a proper invoice and file my own taxes.
Then I met Wesley Radford at the Rutledge County Fair.
He was running the ring toss booth for the volunteer fire department. Big hands. Easy smile. The kind of man who looked like he could fix a carburetor and would actually stand there and listen while you explained what was wrong.
On our second date, he brought me wildflowers. Not from a store. From the field behind his mother's house.
He listened when I talked. He didn't cut in. He remembered the little things I mentioned in passing. I thought I'd finally found the thing I'd been missing since the hospital hallway.
A family. Somewhere I belonged.
We married after a year. I packed everything I owned into four cardboard boxes and moved to Hollis Bend, Maine, to be near his people.
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I thought I was gaining a family.
Turns out I was gaining an audience for my own humiliation.