Chapter 6 - What Diane Brought to the Table

Thursday came faster than I wanted it to.
Karen Voss's office was on the fourth floor of a building downtown — clean, hushed, the kind of place where serious things happen without anybody raising their voice. She'd set up a conference room with a long table, a water pitcher, and four chairs. She was already seated when we got there.
Diane arrived five minutes after us. She looked like Marlene — same cheekbones, same way of walking into a room like she'd bought the square footage. She carried a leather portfolio and set it on the table without greeting anyone but her sister.
"Marlene." She touched Marlene's arm. Then she looked at Dad. "Mr. Whitfield."
"Thanks for coming," Dad said.
Karen introduced herself. She and Diane shook hands with the careful politeness of two people about to disagree about everything.
We sat.
Diane opened her portfolio. "I'll be direct. Marlene asked me here because things at home have turned adversarial in a way that worries her. She wants a resolution that works for everyone."
"So do we," Karen said.
"Good." Diane glanced at me, then back to Dad. "Marlene is prepared to acknowledge the lake weekend was handled badly. She regrets some of what was said. In return, she's asking that the text messages not be used as leverage in any future proceedings, and that Nora—" she paused "—get some kind of structured support. A counselor. Someone neutral."
"Nora doesn't need a counselor," Dad said. "Nora needed her stepmother not to tell her she was useless."
Diane didn't blink. "That message was sent in frustration, during a hard stretch. Marlene regrets it."
"She regrets it," Dad said. "Okay. Which part — the word useless, or the part where she told a kid to keep it from her own father?"
Diane looked at Marlene. Marlene was looking at the table.
"Both," Diane said carefully.
"I'd like to hear that from Marlene."
The room held its breath.
Marlene looked up. Her eyes went to Dad, then flicked to me — just for a second.
"I regret it," she said. "All of it."
It was the first time she'd said it with no conditions bolted on. No but waiting at the end of the sentence.
Karen slid a folder across the table.
Diane opened it. She read the first page. Her face didn't move, but her hand went still on the paper.
"This is a separation agreement."
"It's a starting point," Karen said. "Not a demand. A starting point."
Marlene's head came up sharp. "You want to separate."
"I want my daughter to be safe in her own home," Dad said. "If you can tell me — really, not through Diane — how that happens with things the way they are, I'm listening."
Marlene stared at him. Something crossed her face, and it wasn't anger this time. It looked closer to grief.
"I didn't know it had gotten this bad," she said quietly.
"I know," Dad said. "That's part of the problem."
Diane put her hand over Marlene's on the table. A small thing. A sister's thing.
"Can we take a short break?" Diane said.
"Of course," Karen said.
The two of them stepped into the hallway. Through the glass panel by the door I could see them talking low. At one point Marlene pressed her fingers to her lips. Diane kept a hand on her arm.
Dad looked at me. "You okay?"
"Yeah."
And then, because it was true: "I didn't think she'd say she regretted it. Without the but."
"Neither did I."
When Diane came back in, she sat and folded her hands.
"Marlene would like to talk to Nora. Privately. If Nora's willing."
I looked at Dad.
"It's your call," he said.
I thought about the notebook. The forty-seven messages. The lake, the dishes, the dark, the flashlight between my teeth.
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"Okay," I said.
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