Chapter 6 - What Kayla Knew

We met at a coffee shop two days later. Her pick — neutral ground.
She was already there when I walked in, both hands wrapped around a mug, no champagne, none of the poise from the reception. She looked younger. She looked, honestly, a little scared.
I sat down across from her and said nothing. I let her go first.
"I didn't know about you for the first year," she said. "I need you to know that."
"When did you find out?"
"About two years in. He told me you were separated. That you were still in the apartment for money reasons, but the marriage was over in every way that counted." She looked down into the mug. "I believed him."
"And after you stopped believing him?"
She was quiet a second. "He told me things about you. That you were controlling. That you'd threatened to leave him over and over and used money to keep him in line. That you'd made his life miserable for years." She paused. "I believed that too, for a while."
"What changed?"
"I found a folder on his laptop. He left it open by accident. It had your name on it."
She reached into her bag and set a folded printout on the table between us.
I opened it.
A financial summary. My name at the top. Every job I'd worked during the marriage, listed out. Income figures. Estimated hours. And at the bottom, a total — calculated down to the dollar — of everything I'd put toward Nathan's education and our life over seven years.
Three hundred and forty thousand dollars, and change.
Under the number, in a text box, a note in Nathan's handwriting, photographed and printed: *D's total contribution. Keep this out of any legal proceedings. Do not disclose.*
I read it twice. Then I set it down.
"He did the math himself," I said.
"He knew exactly what you gave him," Kayla said. "The whole time."
Something moved through my chest. Not surprise. Something with more weight than surprise.
"Why are you showing me this?"
Her hands tightened on the mug. "Because when I found that folder, I asked him about it. And he told me it was nothing. Said you'd exaggerated everything and he was just running the numbers to protect himself." She looked up at me. "And after that I started paying attention. To the little things he said. The way he talked about you when he thought I wasn't really listening. And I figured out that the whole story he'd sold me — about who you were, about your marriage — wasn't true."
"No," I said. "It wasn't."
"I'm not asking you to forgive me," she said fast. "I know I'm part of how this happened. I'm not going to pretend I'm not. I just think you should have that page."
I looked at the printout. Three hundred forty thousand dollars. Calculated by Nathan. Labeled *keep this out of legal proceedings.*
"Can I keep this?"
"I printed it for you," she said.
I folded it carefully and put it in my bag.
"Does he know you're here?"
"No."
"Are you going to tell him?"
She shook her head, slow. "No. I don't think I am."
I looked at her for a moment. Twenty-six years old, and she'd been lied to almost as thoroughly as I had — just in a different direction, for a different reason.
I didn't feel warm toward her. But I didn't feel the fury I'd expected either.
"What are you going to do about Nathan?" I asked.
She looked out the window. "I don't know yet."
I stood and picked up my bag.
"For whatever it's worth," I said, "you did the right thing today."
She nodded and didn't look up.
I walked out into the morning with a document Nathan had built with his own hands, labeled in his own writing, and hidden from his own lawyers.
May you like
I called Marcus from the parking lot.
"I have something," I said. "You need to see it today."