Chapter 4 - Forty Minutes Down the Highway

I drove for almost forty minutes before I finally pulled over. I couldn't have told you exactly where I was — some gas station off the highway with a flickering sign and a single working pump.
I sat there in my wedding dress, hands on the wheel, until my breathing slowed enough to think clearly. Then I called Paige. She picked up before the first ring finished.
"Tell me where you are."
"I'm not totally sure." I squinted at a street sign through the windshield. "Corner of Route 12 and Hollow Creek Road."
"Stay put. I'm coming."
While I waited, I picked the photograph back up. I'd grabbed it off the altar floor without even thinking, on my way out.
I held it up in the weak afternoon light. The woman in the white dress was smiling straight at the camera, and there was nothing guarded about it — she looked genuinely happy. Dark hair, cut short. A small bouquet of yellow flowers in her hands. Grant's hand rested at the small of her back, and he was smiling that exact same smile he'd given me a hundred times.
Paige arrived twenty-two minutes later, still in her bridesmaid dress, and slid into the passenger seat without a word at first. She just looked at me.
"I'm not going to fall apart," I told her.
"I know you're not."
"I just need to understand what actually happened."
"Then let's figure it out." She pulled out her phone. "I did some digging after you left. Vivian Marsh — the woman in the photo — isn't hard to find. She's got a LinkedIn. She lives in Denver."
My stomach dropped straight through the floor of the car.
"Denver. That's three hours from here."
"Yeah."
"He never once mentioned Denver. Never mentioned Colorado at all, other than saying he grew up nearby."
"I know." Paige set the phone on the dashboard so we could both see it. "Her profile says hospital administration. Graduated from a school out there. And her last name—" Paige paused. "It's still Halloway. Not Marsh. She never changed it back."
I stared at the name on the screen. Vivian Halloway.
"She doesn't know either," I said slowly. "Does she."
Paige was quiet for a beat. "If the divorce was really finalized, most people change their name back pretty fast. I don't think she knows."
"So Grant told me the divorce was almost done. And she's still using his name." I pressed two fingers against my temple. "Which means either it's not as close to done as he claimed, or it isn't happening at all."
"There's a way to find out."
I looked over at her.
"Divorce filings are public record in Colorado," Paige said. "If there's an active case, we'll find it. If it was finalized, there'll be a record of that too."
She searched for almost ten minutes while I sat there in my wedding dress, listening to trucks pass on the highway. Then she went still.
"What?" I asked.
She turned the phone toward me. A court records database showed a single active entry: Halloway v. Halloway, Arapahoe County. Status: Active — Pending. Filing date: March of this year.
I read it twice.
"He only filed three months ago."
"Yeah."
"We got engaged fourteen months ago."
"Yeah," Paige said again, softer this time.
I set the photograph face-down on my lap. Outside, the gas station sign flickered once and went dark completely.
"He filed for divorce," I said, testing each word, "after he proposed to me. Not before."
"That's what the record says."
I thought about all the Sunday dinners. The health scare, when I'd sat in a hospital waiting room holding his hand until three in the morning. The little notes in my purse. Maddie asking me to braid her hair. The morning he'd gotten down on one knee while the coffee was still brewing, and how I'd said yes before he even finished the question.
"Paige," I said. "Did he ever actually intend to tell me?"
She didn't answer. She didn't need to.
My phone lit up on the seat between us. Grant's name on the screen. I watched it ring itself out and go to voicemail. A minute later, a text came through.
Please. I need you to hear my side. There are things about Vivian you don't know. Things that will change how you see all of this. Please call me back.
I read it twice, then looked at Paige. "He says there are things about Vivian I don't know. Things that would change how I see all this."
Paige's expression didn't soften one bit. "Of course he does."
I set the phone face-down on top of the photograph in my lap.
"I want to talk to her," I said.
Paige went very still. "To Vivian?"
"Yes."
"That's—" She stopped herself. Started again. "Are you sure about that?"
I looked out at the darkening highway. "He kept a secret from me for over a year. He's probably kept one from her even longer. Whatever he's about to tell me about her — I want to hear her version first."
Paige picked her phone back up without arguing and started searching. She found what she needed in under a minute — a work email, listed publicly on a hospital staff directory.
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She handed me the phone. I read the address once. Then again.
Then I opened my own phone and started typing.