Chapter 10 - What Remained
The forensic accounting took six weeks.
The final number was eighty-one thousand, four hundred dollars — the original seventy-three, plus interest, plus a second transfer Marlene's team turned up that Grant's lawyer hadn't volunteered.
The judge awarded me the full hidden amount, plus an adjusted share of the rest of the marital assets that reflected how long and how deliberately he'd hidden it.
Grant's lawyer filed a motion to reduce it. The judge denied it.
Grant signed the final papers on a Thursday morning. I wasn't there. Marlene called when it was done.
"It's finished," she said.
"Thank you," I said. "For all of it."
"You did the hard part," she said. "I just organized it."
I was sitting in the garden when she called — the same garden where the pictures were taken. The table was still out there. I'd thought about hauling it to the curb, but the girls liked doing their homework outside in the afternoons, and it felt wrong to take something from them over what it reminded me of.
My son was born six weeks later. Healthy. Seven pounds, two ounces. He had Grant's jaw and my eyes and a way of studying a room like he had opinions about it, which made the nurses laugh.
I named him after my grandfather — a man who worked hard his whole life and never once asked for more credit than he'd earned.
My mother was in the room when he came. My three girls got there that evening, crowding the bed in their coats, all talking at the same time — wanting to hold him, wanting to know if he'd be walking soon, wanting to know if he'd like the same cartoons they did.
"Give him a few days," I said.
My oldest held him first. So careful. Both hands, exactly how I'd shown her. She looked down at him for a long time without a word. Then she looked up at me.
"He looks like he already knows stuff," she said.
"He just got here. Give him time."
"I think he knows," she said, and went back to looking at him.
Grant sent a message the day after the birth. Short and formal — congratulations, he hoped the baby was healthy, he hoped I was recovering. He asked about visitation for the girls.
I answered the same day. The baby was healthy. I was recovering. Marlene would be in touch about the schedule. That was all.
Janet sent flowers. A small arrangement, no card, just her name. I put them on the kitchen windowsill where the afternoon light hit them.
Melissa sent nothing, and I hadn't expected her to. She'd given me what she had to give. That was enough.
The first weeks home were the particular exhaustion of a newborn and a life that was still knitting itself back together. The girls stepped up more than I thought they would. My oldest learned to make toast without being told. My middle one put herself in charge of folding the baby's blankets. My youngest sang to him — the same four lines of a song she half-remembered, over and over, until he settled.
He always settled.
One evening, about three weeks after we came home, I was in the chair by the window with him asleep on my chest. The house was quiet. The girls were down. The dishes were done.
I looked at him. His hand had found my finger in his sleep and closed around it — that reflex newborns have, the grip that doesn't mean anything yet and somehow means everything.
I thought about the photoshoot. The pink dresses and the pale blue and the box with the ribbon I'd pressed flat with my thumb. I thought about the second I said we're finally having a son and meant it as a gift.
It still was. Just not the one I'd wrapped.
I sat there in the quiet with his hand around my finger and the house breathing around us, and I wasn't angry. I wasn't even sad. What I felt was that hard-won, level kind of peace that belongs to someone who walked all the way through something and came out the other side still on their feet.
The watch was in the drawer of my nightstand — the one Grant's father gave him, the one he always said he'd hand down to his son. Grant left it behind when he moved out. Whether he forgot it or left it on purpose, I don't know.
I'll give it to my son when he's old enough to understand what it is. I'll tell him it belonged to his grandfather, who by every account was a good man.
That part of the story is still worth keeping.
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