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Chapter 8 - The Conversation That Couldn't Be Undone

Nathan called me from his parents' driveway on Saturday afternoon. I'd stayed home with the kids. He'd driven out alone, because Diane had asked for him and his father together, because I'd told him to go, and because something had shifted between us in the last two weeks that neither of us had put a name to yet.

"She knows everything," he said. Quiet. Careful. "She had bank records. Property documents. She knew about the house."

"I know."

A pause. "You knew she was doing this."

"I knew she was looking into things. I didn't know what she'd find."

"She called Trevor."

"I know that too."

"Dad's—" He stopped. "He's not handling it well."

"Meaning what?"

"He's angry. Saying she went behind his back. Saying she should have come to him before she went to a lawyer."

I let that sit a second. "He bought another woman a house with money from your mother's savings account, Nathan. For eleven years. And he's mad she called a lawyer."

Silence.

"What's she doing right now?" I asked.

"Sitting at the kitchen table. She's got her notepad. She's very calm." Another pause. "It's honestly a little scary how calm she is."

"She's been getting ready for this for two weeks. She's ready."

"I didn't know she had this in her."

"Strength?" I offered.

He didn't answer that one either. "Come home when it's done," I said. "The kids want to see you."

He got home at seven. He sat down at the table and I put a plate in front of him and he looked at it without picking up a fork.

"He admitted all of it," Nathan said. "The second she put the bank records on the table, he admitted everything."

"What did he say?"

"That he loved Sharon. That it wasn't something he planned. That he'd tried to end it twice and couldn't." He pushed the food around. "He said he loved Mom too. That he'd always loved her."

"And what did Diane say to that?"

Nathan looked up. "She said, 'I believe you think that. But love isn't the same as honesty. And I needed both.'"

The kitchen was quiet.

"She's asking him to leave," Nathan said. "Not for good, not yet. She wants room to think. She's staying in the house. He's going to his brother's."

"That sounds right."

"She told him she'd met with Karen Delgado. He didn't know the name at first. When she explained, he went completely quiet."

"Good."

Nathan looked at me. "You took her to that appointment."

"She asked me to come."

"You didn't tell me."

"She asked me not to. Not yet." I held his gaze. "She needed somebody in her corner who wasn't also in his."

He was quiet a long time. Upstairs the kids were arguing about something, the regular noise of a house that was still standing.

"I should have told you," he finally said. "Two years ago. All of it."

"Yes."

"I thought I was protecting people."

"I know you did."

"I made you part of something you never chose."

"Yes," I said again. "You did."

He looked at his hands. "I'm sorry."

I didn't answer right away. Not because I didn't believe him. Because sorry is a start, not a finish, and I wanted him to feel the difference.

"We have a lot to talk about," I said. "Not tonight. But soon."

He nodded. Upstairs the fight had dissolved into laughter — one kid said something and the other shrieked and then they were both howling, the way kids do when they've already forgotten what it was about.

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Nathan looked up at the ceiling, and something in his face came loose.

"Okay," he said. "Soon."

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