Chapter 2 - The Nine Missing Days

By dawn I hadn't slept at all. I sat in my childhood bedroom, still in the hoodie, watching the sky lighten over the garden. The room had been redecorated years ago, but my mother's touch was everywhere — the pale blue curtains she'd picked, the reading chair by the window, the little porcelain dish on the dresser where she used to leave earrings she thought I'd like.
My phone buzzed seventeen times before seven a.m. Julian called six times. Diane called twice. Renee didn't call once.
That silence said more than either of the other two.
At 7:14, Julian sent a wall of text.
Ella, I don't know what kind of scene you're trying to make, but my whole family is worried sick. We just got MARRIED. You don't get to just vanish because you're upset. I love you but this isn't normal behavior. Call me back.
I read it until the letters blurred.
This isn't normal behavior.
There it was. Brick number one.
By breakfast, Patricia was back with her assistant, and my father had already changed into a suit — though nobody mentioned that he'd probably slept even less than I had. We sat around the kitchen island while Rosa, who'd worked for our family since I was fourteen, set tea down in front of me without a word. She didn't ask why I was home. She just squeezed my shoulder.
"Eat something, niña."
So I ate half a piece of toast, because I didn't know how to say no to kindness that morning.
Patricia laid out the plan. "We start with protection, not retaliation. First, we lock down your personal accounts. Second, the bank freezes any large withdrawal or transfer from the joint account without dual sign-off. Third, we preserve every scrap of evidence. Fourth, we file for annulment if the grounds hold up, dissolution if they don't. That depends on what else we find."
"What about the apartment?" I asked.
"We review every purchase document. We trace every dollar. We do not move fast."
My father leaned forward. "And Julian?"
"Julian gets handled through counsel."
"I meant personally."
"Personally," Patricia said, "he gets nothing from Claire. No fight. No confession. No performance."
I looked at my father. He was staring down at his coffee, untouched.
"I want to see him," I admitted.
Patricia's eyes sharpened. "Why?"
"I don't know."
But I did know. Some part of me wanted to look at his face and find something — shame, fear, regret. Some proof that the man who used to buy me flowers off a corner stall had once been real, even for a little while.
My father's voice was quieter than Patricia's. "You're looking for the version of him you married."
I blinked hard. "Yes."
"He'll show you exactly that version, Claire, if he thinks it'll work on you."
That's the real cruelty of betrayal — it doesn't only break your trust in one person. It makes you distrust your own memory.
By noon, Julian had shifted from wounded husband to concerned rescuer.
Baby I'm sorry if I upset you. Just tell me where you are, we can fix this.
My mom is crying. She thinks you hate her.
People are asking questions Ella. Please don't make this bigger than it is.
At three, Diane texted.
Ella sweetheart, marriage is hard, especially for girls who didn't grow up with much guidance in that department. Come home and let's talk, just us. Julian loves you so much. Don't let your own insecurity ruin your blessing.
I showed it to Patricia. She read it, then gave a humorless little laugh.
"'Girls without much family guidance.' Interesting phrasing."
"My mother's been dead five years," I said.
"I know."
Something cold and steady moved through me — calmer than anger. Diane had hugged me at the altar with tears in her eyes. Told my aunt, in front of half the reception, that she hoped I'd finally know what it felt like to have a mother again.
May you like
She hadn't been offering love.
She'd been measuring an empty chair for furniture.